My life is made of the micro- the molecular moments that compound to the magnificent experience of living . A series of capturing the aroma of a fresh boiled egg, drizzled with chives atop creamed beans infused with roasmary. The way the sunlight kisses a friend’s face as he takes his first sip of a frothy cappuccino- the beginning of a day that holds in the memory as we talk about love, St. Valentine, and the barriers that may confine us from the romantic aspects of life and being in a couple. These moments I myself adore. Where I can basque in the pleasure of living life, tasting the bitterness of espresso accompanied by the orange zest and cinnamon infused sfogliatella. Aphrodite next to us may know about romantic love, but while I’m waiting for that partnership, my focus becomes the deeper journey of loving all the experiences of my senses, including all parts of myself and those around me.
We left @caffelatana ,a Vancouverite escape to central Italy in search of adding more joy to the day. Bemused by our taste buds once again, Lyndon welcomed me to the world of @beta5chocolates .Apparently I have been living life in the shadows, and after landing a tight fit in the parking lot, we were able to indulge in some of our tongues desires yet again. Our eyes glazed over the display of two-day batched chocolate truffles enticing our tummies, and we each selected 6 to take on our route.
Making our way to the water we wandered along the muddy path of Kit’s beach, the beachfront calm and peaceful with azul hues in the sky contrasted by the white snow. It was one of the first times I felt I could breath in the past few weeks,as I let winters weight wash out of me inhaling the salty breeze. The wind reminding me how much my body and my heart loves the energy of the ocean, and that of being around willow trees and open space.
My heart the last 6 months had gone through a deep transformational healing, and amid the after Christmas rush and venture into 2020, it was time for me to contemplate my next move yet again... Continued in comments
Wooden PLAIN HEART Beading KIT
Kit Comprises of: 20pcs Mixed Colour Wooden Plain Heart Beads
Plus free clear Elastic Beading Thread
Size of beads: Approx 15mm x 16mm
Packaged in a clear resealable bag
Great Christmas Stocking Filler and Birthday Party Bag Filler ~Love Theme ~
Ideal for Jewellery making, Card making, Art & Craft Projects
Last weekend we went out on a trail run and as I hoped out of the Jeep to look around I told myself "oooh, I'm gonna look for a heart rock".. then quickly told myself "yeah right Nicki good luck with that, your never gonna find one..." so I decided to just start finding good spots to take some pictures instead and forgot all about looking for a heart rock. Well as I walked back down a hill from taking a few pictures I just happened to look down and saw this beauty ❤
Journey to the Heart ❤️ .
This is my to go book to find alignment when I teach, feeling pushed out from my heart space. .
Allowing ourselves to look within is not always easy... but there are many resources to pull back into our life to make us feel better in our heart space. .
Feeling 🆚 thinking 💭...
Trusting what we feel sometimes could be scary and unreal... because our reasoning mind comes in to diminish all the feeling that we allowed to feel. .
Our mind can either believe that you are worth feeling the feeling that you are experiencing... or your mind can talk out of the feeling what could bring emotional fulfillment.
It’s always up to us to have control over our mind, that is aligned with our feelings, emotions and the end result to manifest that in our life.
It takes practice to get into Your heart ❤️ space and heal the wound that is blocking your own happiness. .
I hope this exercise gives you a boost and helps you to move forward. .
I’m very exited to meet y Sydney !
30/1- Sacred world music concert - Ceremonial Concert with local muso.
31/1- Yin with Dafna and hymns of the heart- Yoke studio .
1/2- Voice alchemy Vocal workshop .
I finished working out and relaxing for a bit. It feels great to get through a workout and see your growth. My strength is growing and I can see the shape of my body become more sculpted. Consistency is key and moderating what you eat depending on what you are going for.
But I really felt to talk about something I have been dealing with recently and have been looking into. It has to do with manipulation. I remember seeing a movie a long time ago called Memento. (I won't ruin it for you, so if you are interested, check it out.) But it led me to consider the importance of memory. Remembering details goes a long way and especially when it comes down to situations where you are confronted by someone who is manipulative. Upon further research into this subject, I realized that the descriptions mentioned described someone I know who is like that very much. One who disguises their interests as your own. One who has said something in the past, and say they said something else. Changing their stories when they see fit to have the advantage in a situation. Who try to fill you with guilt or shame over things that they are imposing upon you. That really have nothing to do with you. They just want to knit pick to find some way to have control over you. They act like you answer to them when you don't. Always dig your feet into the truth and don't waver. Speak your mind and don't let those types of people try to conquer the conversation or cause you to doubt your own thoughts and feelings. I read that manipulations is a deadly thing. So keep your eyes open out there. Those kind of people are the types that I keep my distance from. Remember you don't answer to them. They have no control over you. Resist them with your words and actions. If they begin to be unreasonable with their words and actions, walk away. Stay free from their snares. I hope this helps. Feel free to share your thoughts if you have dealt with this recently. It sucks. #gamer#gaming#gamerguy#gamerlife#fitnessmotivation#fitness#dec1pher7#thoughts#feelings#experience#time#life#heart#love#home#help#blog#fit#style#hair#hairstyle#saturday#weekend#psychology#memory#advice#guy#life