Our truth. “I think I manifested your personality into my life” were some of the first words Sinjin said to me sitting on a couch with no makeup, curly wet hair and glasses.
Today as I sat as Sinjin had some things checked out at the dr, I remembered that moment and wondered if I had manifested him.
4 yrs and a lot of testing that, I would say the universe gave me exactly who I needed even if I don’t think I knew. Because people evolve.
It’s scary to think that we put so much into getting the perfect person for us “right now” with no knowledge or understanding of who the us down the road might need.
4 yrs we’ve navigated deaths and illnesses we didn’t manifest and were each other’s mirrors for self growth.
My person? Has raised his bar each time we’ve stumbled, slept by my hospital bedside dozens of times, fought with me when I couldn’t see my light and fought for me when fear meant I couldn’t see his.
In the haze of new it’s easy to speak of how easy manifesting perfection is.
But reality is, there is much more to this experience than us. Bigger pictures.
We learned unconditional love when tested with the worst tragedies imaginable and realizing we still match, still sleep intertwined, still take photos that make people cringe every place we visit like these photos mos back from New Orleans. See I don’t share everything!
People comment the sweetest things and sometimes I want to reply we are not perfect because I never want to be the person who leaves out important parts of manifesting love... You have to be willing to surrender to getting someone who can be who you need through it “all”; not just the parts you clipped to your vision board.
In 38 yrs I’ve had amazing love affairs, infatuation and heartbreaking endings. I loved them all.
This time I asked for unconditional love when I didn’t know what it looked or felt like and stayed open.
Watching Sinjin connected to machines today, I know unconditional now.
It’s us. This. The last 4 yrs of laughs, tears, travels. Together.
I traded perfect for unconditional and it literally saved my life.
Thanks to those who support us both and celebrate us celebrating us!
Whatever you think about it, life is beautiful. Even after things fall apart. Regardless of how things fall back together. You turn metal into gold, rubble into treasure, dark into light, pain into healing. ✨ .
START FAILING NOW!
We fear failure so much that it keeps us from getting started.
You will fail along the way no matter how much you plan. You must be willing to accept that you will fail and learn from it.
Bill Gates, Warren Buffett, Jack Ma, Steve Jobs ALL failed countless times on their journey..
The key is to get started!
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