Having a Nightmare before Christmas 🎄 I’ve struggled with excruciating breakthrough pain today and I was falling asleep around 10pm which is very early for me! I’m shocked I fell asleep but the exhaustion won despite my pain 🤕 I fell asleep with my head proped up on a bag of ice 🧊 #cryotherapy I had an #anxietydream that woke me up and it’s been almost 2 hours and here I am still wide awake 😣 I dreamt I walked into our living room on Christmas morning and there was nothing under our tree for my son. I felt immediate panic & shame and woke up with my heart racing. It felt so real 😳 I love the holidays but every year I get super stressed about finances. My hands are tied because I’m disabled and can’t work yet I can’t collect disability because I don’t have enough credits. It’s a helpless feeling not being able to help yourself financially. Finances are a constant stress & worry and I struggle to give that worry over to God 🙏🏻 I think it’s a common problem for Christians. I also feel inadequate as a Mother because of my disability. I feel trapped in a broken body and trapped by not being in control of my finances. #anxiety sucks! #invisibleillness sucks! #chronicpain sucks! And #anxietydreams suck! Hopefully I’ll be able to sleep again before my alarm goes off. Lord please take this burden off of my mind & heart 🙏🏻💔 All parents want the best for their children. #disabledparents are no different. I want to enjoy this time of year not stress 😢 #spoonie#lymphocytichypophysitis#adrenalinsufficiency#hypothyroidism#intractablepain#chronicpain#pituitary#neurosurgery#pituitaryresection My pain isn’t a nightmare as it is please no more #nightmarebeforechristmas#momdreams#boymom#momlife#baddreams
It’s that time! 🎃🧡 Pumpkin time! This is Halloween! The Haunted Mansion is decorated for The Nightmare Before Christmas!
QOTD: Do you carve your pumpkins or leave them be?
AOTD: I don’t carve them normally, as I like to keep them for Thanksgiving.
My Prince and I were unknowingly at Disneyland on The Haunted Mansion’s 50th Anniversary... OOPS! We couldn’t for the life of us figure out why it was so packed and why everyone was decked out in spooky attire! Tis the season though!
It is Halloween!
QOTD: What is your favorite Disney season?
AOTD: I can’t decide between Halloween or Christmas!