Just a reminder....if you are struggling with something at this moment in time ....... 𝐼𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑩𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓.
At this moment, many moments these past 4 months has been a struggle with my mother on life support. •
What are you struggling with at this moment?
“Depression is like having an abusive relationship with yourself”
I couldn’t agree more with this. As some of you already know, after my son was born I was hit with postpartum depression- HARD. I only did the bare minimum of what I need to do to keep my family alive and happy, but that was it.. I simply couldn’t do more. My brain would tell me every day just how worthless, awful, fat, terrible, waste of space, and what a terrible mother I was- I knew in my heart none of this was true, but my I couldn’t turn my brain off. I was convinced my family would be better off without me... It’s been 2 years, and I still struggle, DAILY, but it’s easier to remind myself that I DO HAVE VALUE, and it’s thanks to people like you, and my extremely loving and supportive family.. So thank you- and remember- WE ALL HAVE VALUE❤️ .
Today wasn’t my day to “mother” but my hubby asked me one question that made me think of my actions, was it worth to be the last day of your life ? I understood immediately ! What the heck ! No it wasn’t when I was mad to the kids and then I though of the hugs, chuckles and hold me tight momma and then I said heck yes it was 🤔😀.
Doesn’t matter how mad they made me I still love them with all my heart.
For sure been a mama makes you feel you’re in a roller coaster!
How do you guys feel? 💩🍫🍷 #momlife#yycmom#mamaintrouble😂 #badmomgoodmom#struggle#motherhood#yyclife
My Uber driver dropped me off at Liverpool Street Station, Gia the service tunnel, the station doesn’t open until 0400. McDonald’s is open but the doors to the station are closed, I can’t get in as all the exits are locked. I can’t get out and security and personnel keep asking me what I’m doing in here and I have to keep explaining. It’s cold, I could use a warm drink, and, well, this couldn’t be a more perfect typical “pabs” travel moment to end my #londontoyfair experience.
Lesson I've learned this month: Every victory, no matter how small, is a win to be proud of. Little accomplishments lead to bigger accomplishments. Any step towards your goals is something to get excited about. Every day is different, so put the best foot forward that you have in that moment.